6 months ago I started a relationship with a guy and it seems like a movie. We really loved each other. I could see in his eyes how much he loves me sometimes. He was so nice and so unhappy whenever I felt bad about something between us and always said sorry.
I was on a 3 days vacation and when i came back he said he is having really big problems with his friends and his flat and he needs some time alone.
I asked if this is break up? He said he doesnt know.
I asked again if he loves me?He said he doesnt know.
And i gave him some time.
But, two days after I called him and asked him why he is pushing me away of it and If he really doesnt want me anymore, I would be sad , but It would be better If i know it, right on. All he said was sorry. I need time
I kind of know the answer that we are through, but why would he delay it not saying it right on?
And, can I really hope our silly plans to become truth after he solves his problems?
All i know is that if i have problem I wouldnt push someone away, I would want their support in my life.
So, I repeat, If we are done, Why I dont get that answer right on?Why should I be tortured?
P.S. Two weeks ago he asked me to pick our kids names knowing I dont even want kids, he said :this is gonna be our house, and asked me to promise him : We gonna tell our grandchildren where we have met.
